I've had the talk that me and my fat self needed to have this evening. i am starting again , i have lazed about too often and i am not happy and i am so unsettled in my average skin. i want more , i want the pain , i want the drive , i want the bones ..
I'm putting the past few months behind me , i am drawing a line , i will seek out new bloggers as it seems that some of the girls over time have disappeared . i am in need of some knew energy , some fresh ideas and new approaches , i am kicking my enormous ass into touch.
i am going to post regular and rad blogs. I am going to stay up most nights researching , collating my thinspo , over indulging in our pro ana world. i am going to consume diet pills , illegal substances when possible , gym , track , pool
tomorrow , tomorrow i love you tomorrow !! Xx